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Kay Deluca
06 October 2009 @ 12:45 pm
I bought two pairs of jeans yesterday: one is a 9, and the other is an 11. They're the exact same brand, exact same cut. Somehow, they also fit exactly the same, though the 9's are about a quarter to half an inch longer. Unsurprisingly, I initially liked 9's best because I was like, "They fit better!" Vanity really does make all the difference!

Also, because I fail at LJ and being timely in general, I forgot that I meant to link to a fic recently.

stephanometra tricked me into co-writing Jon/Ryan van sex with her mostly so we could call it "Why Don't We Do It In The Road." It's here!
Kay Deluca
17 September 2009 @ 03:11 pm
Because boweryd demanded that I post these NOW, here are some icons I made featuring post-split Brendon, Spencer, Brendon&Spencer, Brendon&Pete, and Johnson. (One of these things is not like the others, I know, but I can't help it! I love Johnson's stupid face!)


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Kay Deluca
03 September 2009 @ 05:22 pm
I'm the latest, but I figured I should put this here so I can tag it!

arsenicjade and I posted new fic last weekend! Our epic Ryan/Spencer AU of complete self-indulgence known as Like the Tide is here!

I have some author notes over there, but I wanted to say here that it was an awesome time, writing with Arsenic. It took a long time, and I got overwhelmed by the sheer scope of it at times, but Arsenic is so damn amazing to write with that I don't even know how to describe it. She basically carried me along a lot of the time, because I've never been the type who's good at committing myself to something so big, who's good at following through and keeping up my energy. But she DID, and she did everything she could to help me do the same, and I love her for that and for many other reasons.

Also, I already thanked slowlikewine for her beta, but she really does deserve extra thanks. She helped me tone it down when it needed to be toned down, and told me what worked for her so I could apply that knowledge to the whole fic while I was editing. The people who have mentioned that the styles match well, that's thanks a lot to her.

In conclusion: ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Kay Deluca
13 July 2009 @ 06:24 pm
Yeah, It's a Lot
Jon/Brendon, NC-17 for graphic sex, 2,300 words
Contains: Overstimulation, a bit of crying, dirty talk, a little hair-pulling, and use of the word "stop" that is immediately honored.

Thank you to boweryd for the awesome and speedy beta. You're pretty much the best ever for any and all porn input!

Brendon's whole body goes taut and he cries out, 'Ah!' subsiding into sweeter, smaller sounds that are edged with something like distress.Collapse )
Kay Deluca
19 June 2009 @ 03:25 am
Give Me Just Enough

Band(s): Panic at the Disco
Pairing(s): Jon/Ryan
Word Count: 23,535
Rating/Warnings: NC-17 for lots of sex and some drugs (but not a lot of rock 'n' roll)
Summary: You know how sometimes you don't mean to fixate on something, but then you just kind of do? It's like, you've never heard the word "scurrilous" before, but then one day you hear it and it starts popping up everywhere.

That's the way it is with Ryan's cock. Well, it's not popping up everywhere, obviously, but Jon just keeps noticing it. He's not trying to or anything; it's just...sort of huge. And Jon had known that, intellectually, but now he's thinking about it all the time.

Will Ryan notice Jon's attention? If so, will he be weirded out? Or maybe, possibly, will he be interested? Will his giant cock go into hiding to escape all the scrutiny? (SPOILER: The answers are yes, no, yes, and LOL NO.)

Part One
Part Two
Part Three

Bonus Tracks/Enhanced Content

Art by slashxmistress

Sexy Music! (for sexy times) by the_powerlines
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Kay Deluca
19 June 2009 @ 03:25 am
First, slashxmistress made a cover for my fic!

See the art!Collapse )

Then there's my fanmix, courtesy of the_powerlines: Download it here!

See the cover and tracklisting!Collapse )
Kay Deluca
19 June 2009 @ 03:25 am
Thank you: To disarm_d, who probably knows nothing about this fic as it stands, but who initially (like, over a year ago) had the comment exchange with me about how it would go if Jon were fixated on Ryan's monstercock. To boweryd and delicatelight for catching the things I missed, giving me super-helpful input when I was unsure, and being generally awesome betas. And to sparklewitch for giving it the final read-through, even though it's decidedly not her favorite pairing.

Master Post/Notes

Give Me Just Enough, Part OneCollapse )
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Kay Deluca
09 January 2009 @ 12:56 pm
This would be the icon post I talked about a couple of days ago. Spencer still has fewer icons than the others, but I blame the pornostache. I was working with the pictures I'd saved over the past two months, and it ruined Spencer's face in too many of them. SEE WHAT THE PORNOSTACHE WROUGHT, SPENCER? LET THIS BE A LESSON TO YOU TO NEVER DO IT AGAIN!


50 Panic at the Disco icons behind the cutCollapse )
Kay Deluca
29 July 2008 @ 01:30 pm
So, as is my custom every few months, I went MIA from LJ for a little bit in hopes that it would refresh me. I don't know if it did, but whatever. I don't really have anything of substance to say, but I did do something a bit productive during my time away. I made icons! It's been a while.


30 Panic icons behind the curtainCollapse )

I meant to have a more equitable distribution of icons per boy, but somehow there are far more Jon icons than anything else. Oops? I really do love the others! Maybe the next time I make icons, they'll get more love?
Kay Deluca
06 July 2008 @ 03:02 pm
It's probably pretty clear by now that I am a fan of Panic porn. Like, a really big fan. I like smut! But while some PWPs actually bore me, others, well. They REALLY work for me. I have been lucky enough, within the past couple of weeks, to have read at least four things (that I can remember) that I thought were amazingly, scorchingly hot:

  • theaerosolkid wrote me felching comment porn, guys. Bottom!Jon GSF felching porn. If you know my kinks at all, you know that she now owns a piece of my soul. *nods* The original comment is flocked, but she gave me permission to c&p. I have done so here!

  • stephanometra and fiddleyoumust wrote Spoils of War, the most FANTASTIC Panic GSF Brendon gangbang that is hot and funny and sweet all at once!

  • airgiodslv wrote The taste of you on my lips, which, okay. YES. Spencer/Brendon that is filthy dirty but also squeezed my heart a little because of the things it said about their relationship and dynamics.

  • This is not a PWP, but it can't NOT be mentioned when I'm talking about really hot things I've read lately. disarm_d wrote Erasing All This Body's Known, which is a Spencer/Brendon 16 Candles AU that...okay, it's funny at the beginning, and then the universe sort of constricts and shifts and gets rocky. Then it gets really hot/disturbing and made me feel all !!! but also conflicted. Which is a terrible description, but it's AMAZING and hot like burning.

In other news, the L on my laptop keyboard is getting stubborn on me. It doesn't want to work anymore without me banging it extra hard. (Hee! It likes to be banged extra hard! THAT'S HOT!) So if I'm in your comments, squeeing about something, and I'm all, "HOMG, I OVE THIS SO MUCH," I am totally not trying to create a new, shorter word for "love." Or trying to say, "I OVEN THIS," and missing the N. Just so you know.
Kay Deluca
23 June 2008 @ 10:35 pm
The last of the ficlet requests, for airgiodslv: Bottom!Jon!!! Yeah, she won the drawing on this one and got an actual full-blown PWP...though it does get a little mushy near the end. ARE MY PREFERENCES SHOWING?

Ready For More
Ryan/Jon, NC-17, ~2,500 words
Ryan's never been one to focus especially on the visuals of sex. He likes the feel, of course, the smell of sweat and come, doesn't even mind the salty flavor of both on his tongue. But he loves, loves the sounds.Collapse )
Kay Deluca
23 June 2008 @ 09:03 pm
A while back, I asked for prompts. I already posted rossetti's request for stoned/morning sex Spencer/Ryan here, and airgiodslv's prompt is gonna get its own post, too, in just a minute, because it's porny and longer. So the common theme here is this: Ask for porn, and apparently you get at least 1,000 words because I'm easy like that. Ask for something fluffy and you get a couple hundred of ridiculous words in which nothing really happens. Uh, sorry for my biases? (I really like writing porn, whoops!)

SO. Little ficlets behind the cuts!

For saba1789: Bob/Spencer, chocolateCollapse )

For um_nosrsly: Bob, Amy Winehouse and blushingCollapse )

For ficsoreal: Ryan/Spencer, headbandsCollapse )

For sparklewitch: Brendon/Spencer, belt buckleCollapse )
Kay Deluca
Not so very long ago, I did that meme where people could ask questions about my fic, and I wrote up the answers here. A couple were just short little blurbs, but I went into more detail on a few of them that some might want to read.Collapse )

Then disarm_d had to go and ask about the first time Spencer fucked Brendon in We Started From. And I simply could not answer that question without a lot of detail, so the answer is behind the cut, in the form of a sort-of outtake PWP. If you're not familiar with We Started From, then the whole first part probably won't make a whole hell of a lot of sense.

At The Same Time, In Another Room
Spencer/Brendon, NC-17, ~4,800 words
Spencer lifts his other hand and cups it behind Brendon's neck, turning Brendon toward him and tugging him close.Collapse )